Gave Up Trying To Figure It Out

I shouldn't have given up on this blog. So, I'm back.

I became a complete hypocrite tonight.

I have been keeping my phone locked for over a year now because I was always getting pissed when the wife would go through my phone. It always felt like a complete invasion of privacy and it made us both trust the other less.

Tonight I went through her phone, and the texts I read between her and the boyfriend...

They completely broke my heart. It hurt so bad. I don't know what the fuck I expected. It wasn't that, though.

Time of my heart's official death: 12:28am.